Am I Lost..??

Well guys, today I'm posting a poem that I wrote a long time back in my diary.. I still can't believe that I used to write poems back then.. :p .. Any ways, to me, this one, of all the others, has a sentimental value (kind of).. So, I hope you guys like it..

Am I lost in the wave of sadness..??

The sorrow village, the sorrow path

Am I lost in the cave of shadows?

The deadly ghouls and the bloody bath

Am I lost in the tunnel's end ?

There is none, why should I pretend..!!

There was a day

when we were young,

I fell in love and I just sung,

"The grasses are green

the sky is blue..

The roses are red

And as sweet as you.."

That was the day, I remember,

The day which made me happy

But who knew, that the day would pass,

to a day full of agony..

My love was pure,

My love was true,

And all I wanted,

was to be with you..

Now I know, I've lost

-all I had.

Please help me,

Please come back..

Now, I pass my days,

with a tragic longing,

A longing that can never be filled up

A longing that will stay the same...

So, still I ask myself,

Am I lost ??

Am I lost in my way to the past?

The past where my happiness lies,

The past, where you lie..

I wish I could have found the way

The way to where you belong,

The way to where we were together,

The way to where my happiness belonged.

Am I lost in my way to happiness ?

Am I lost in my way to the past  ?

Am I lost in my way to you ?

Am I lost, Lost at last ..????